A heart full ‘yes’ has been my answer to everything, since the time I took sannyas on 2nd Jan, 2011 here at Osho Nisarga from Ma Neelam.
My initiation moments are still fresh in my heart. Tears had poured down my face out of sheer happiness, Happiness because my master Osho had accepted me, so that I could take first step in my journey of awareness.
Before I took sannyas, I remember asking Sw. Satya Vedant “What does sannyas mean?” To this he answered it means commitment to meditate and that sannyas mala has 108 beads which represents 108 meditation techniques by Osho and that one has to pick any one technique to meditate. That very moment my feeling to be part of my master got stronger.
A week ahead of the day I took sannyas was the most blissful period of my life. It felt that Osho was next to me, inculcating in me a need to meditate. After that, I held my sannyas mala close to myself each and every moment possible.
When I got back from Osho Nisarga, I missed all the warmth I had received. I remembered all my fellow sannyasins, their smiles and the vibe they passed to me that it was going to be a beautiful journey ahead. I actually cried remembering Nisarga, my new birth place.
Sannyas gave a whole new meaning to my life when I started doing Dynamic meditation regularly. Till now I was reading Osho and I thought I understood quite a lot of things but the perspective changed when I actually started meditating because then, I understood that there was nothing to understand but rather it is all about centering. I started being in the flow and less logical and judgmental.
And so far the journey has been filled with laughter and celebration...
