“The heart is the center where love happens, where birth happens, where death happens.” Osho.
That HEART for me is OSHONISARGA in its entirety.
A girl like me who dreamt from teenage to live a commune life-Nisarga was the perfect place. Where love took leaps and bounds in me, I was born again, and my old self was leaving me. I was singing, dancing, celebrating and living the way I wished to live.
During 4 months of work meditation experience I learnt a Rainbow comprising of seven colours of precision, cleanliness, relating, meditating, punctuality, celebrating work, and the most important I could go beyond my limits and work which I enjoyed the most. I never knew that cleaning could become a prayer. Nisarga I received bouquet of camps; silent retreat- Ma Dhyan Abha, mystery of love- Ma Yog Neelam , Self-Discovery- Sw Veet Kamaal, live love laugh- Sw Chaitanya Keerti, kids camp-Amit , Dakshina and team…..and many more on the list. So many sannyas celebrations just throbbing with energy just vitalised me.
Today also my ears echo with Ma Neelam’s voice: “Let everything happen on periphery, live it but just have a remembrance of where you want to go finally….”
I can hear Sw Tathagat telling me: “Mukti get grounded…watch yourself if you are standing on both the feet?”
Priya who has been my friend, sister, mentor… I could always see and absorb one thing from her “Enjoy your life Golu and live to the fullest.”
I am so grateful to my parents for sending me there and this is my family: Ma Neelam, Sw Tathagat, Ma Priya, and the entire Nisarga Crew.
HOME AWAY FROM HOME, MY SHUNYA MANDIR, MY NISARGA,
With tears of gratitude.